IJDK Lyrics – Morgan Keller

This city will kill you if you let it
He said, “Welcome to the chaos of Los Angeles”
East coast girl, cursed with ambition
Feels too much she needs to buy a new skin
But instead

It’s nights spent crying on the bathroom floor
Then drinks with strangers that I can’t afford
I think and think too much
How it’s never quite enough

When does it start to feel like home?
When do the nights stop feeling so lonely?
When does my heart stop breaking into little pieces?
The air get any easier to breathe in?
I just don’t know

This city will kill your innocence
The dreamer in me
Nowadays, she looks like a skeleton
On most days I’m stuck in my head, doubting myself
Viceless in a personal hell
So for now

It’s unsent texts at 3am
To friends who thought they knew me best
I’m changing and I’m scared I might lose myself

When does it start to feel like home?
When do the nights stop feeling so lonely?
When does my heart stop breaking into little pieces?
The air get any easier to breathe in?
I just don’t know

I rip myself apart then
Wonder why I never feel whole
Always the underdog but
No, I’m not better off alone
I feel so brokenhearted
It’s cause I’ve always had high hopes
Now I’ll never know

When does it start to feel like home?
When do the nights stop feeling so lonely?
When does my heart stop breaking into little pieces?
The air get any easier to breathe in?
I just don’t know